Aku bersukacita karena mengenalmu...

"bisa mengenalmu adalah suatu sukacita bagiku"
Wanita memang senang dengan kata-kata buaian, pujian,bahkan rayuan. Hal ini sedikit berpengaruh dalam diriku. Aku merasa aku bukanlah tipe gadis yang senang dengan kata-kata pujian, tetapi ketika ia mengatakan "semoga kamu selalu memiliki sukacita", entah mengapa hatiku menjadi tenteram dan membuatku semakin tertarik padanya. Akhirnya aku pun mengatakan bahwa mengenal dia pun juga menjadi salah satu sukacitaku, aku tidak peduli apa yang dia pikirkan dengan perkataanku itu, aku merasa itu adalah reaksi spontan dari ucapannya.
Tidak pernah bosan aku berbicara dengan dia, meskipun awalnya hanya ejek-ejekan tetapi makin hari aku makin menyukai dia dan segala ucapannya. Banyak hal juga yang ia bagikan kepadaku,bagaimana menghadapi hidup, tentang cinta, tentang Tuhan,hal yang bisa membuatku menjadi orang yang lebih baik lagi, aku sangat berterima kasih karena telah mengenalnya.
Semoga ia tidak bosan untuk berbicara denganku karena aku masih membutuhkan dia. Aku belum siap apabila suatu hari ia tidak lagi berbicara denganku,hingga pada waktunya aku ingin menikmati setiap kebersamaan kami melalui chat room. Semoga nantinya aku bisa siap jika ia tidak sering lagi berbicara denganku.
But dont leave me immediately,please...

Homosexual...written by Iie Kurniati -- I just copas...

HOMOSEKSUAL
by Iie Kurniati on Friday, March 25, 2011 at 10:12pm
Homoseksual adlh interaksi seksual dan atau romantisme antar pribadi yang berjenis kelamin sama.

Homoseksual dibagi jadi 2:
1. Gay (laki-laki dgn laki-laki)
2. Lesbian (perempuan dgn perempuan)

Apakah homoseksual itu dosa?
* Pendapat kaum homo:
=> homoseksual bukan dosa, normal.

* Sudut pandang psikologi:
=> homoseksual tjd akibat pengaruh lingkungan yang tidak baik/tidak menguntungkan bagi perkembangan kematangan seksual yang normal.
=> homoseksual tjd akibat pengalaman traumatis dengan ibu sehingga benci ibu & semua wanita (generalisasi)
=> homoseksual tjd karena pernah mengalami pengalaman homoseksual pada masa kecil atau remaja (baik menyenangkan maupun disodomi)

* Pendapat kristen = back to bible:
=> imamat 20:13
=> ul 23:17 (semburit = sodomi)
=> roma 1:26-27
=> 1 kor 6:9-11

Apakah pasangan homoseksual boleh dinikahkan secara gerejawi?
1. Kej 2:18 =>Yang Tuhan berkati adalah pernikahan seorang laki-laki & perempuan, bukan 2 orang yang sama jenis kelaminnya.
2. Kej 1:27-28 => Pernikahan sesama jenis tdk akan pernh memenuhi mksd Thn agar mns b'anakcucu&b'tmbh byk.

Bgmn qt menyikapi homoseksual?
=> menyadari homo merupakan dosa
=> hrs membenci dosa,dan bkn orgnya.
=> Org homo = objek ksh Allah..
=> Tetap menjaga p'gaulan,jgn sampai t'jebak..

Luar Biasa...

Kecewa itu biasa, tapi tetap berbahagia meskipun dikecewakan, itu luar biasa
Memaafkan itu biasa, tapi memaafkan meskipun disakiti, itu luar biasa
Memberi itu biasa, tapi memberi dgn penuh pengorbanan, itu luar biasa
Bersyukur itu biasa, tapi bersyukur ketika tdk punya apa2, itu luar biasa

So, jadilah orang biasa yg luar biasa...

Its Beautiful to Read..God is good..

Dimalam hari, si ayah selalu membacakan cerita utk anak perempuannya... Setelah membacakan cerita, si ayah bertanya pada anaknya, "Nak, apakah kamu sayang papa..?" Si anak menjawab, "tentu saja aku sayang papa..". Ayahnya tersenyum lalu bertanya, "kalau begitu, bolehkah papa minta kalungmu..?" Lalu si anak menjawab, "papa, aku sayang papa tapi aku juga sayang sama kalung ini..!" Lalu ayah berkata, "ya sudah, tidak apa-apa... Ayah hanya bertanya.." Si ayah lalu pergi...

Dimalam berikutnya, selama 3 hari berturut-turut ayahnya menanyakan hal yang sama dan si anakpun menjawab dengan kata-kata yang sama.. Si anak berfikir sambil memegang kalung imitasi kesayangannya itu, "Kenapa tiba-tiba papa mau kalung ini..? Ini kalung yang paling aku sayang... Kalung pemberian papa juga"..
Malam berikutnya sang ayah menanyakan hal yang sama, lalu si anak berkata, "papa, papa tau aku sayang sama papa dan kalung ini, Tapi kalau papa mau kalung ini, ya sudah aku berikan ke papa.." Si anak memberikan kalungnya dan ayahnya mengambilnya dengan tangan kiri.. Lalu ayahnya memasukan tangan kanan ke saku kanannya dan mengambil kalung berbentuk sama, namun emasnya asli. Ayahnya mengenakannya pada leher anaknya.. "Nak,sebetulnya kalung ini sudah ada disaku papa sejak pertama kali papa minta kalungmu.. Tapi papa menunggu kamu memberikan sendiri kalungmu itu dan papa gantikan dengan yang lebih bagus..".

Sering kali kita merasa Tuhan gak adil, Dia yg memberikan, tp kenapa Dia juga yang minta..? Kita slalu sakit dan kecewa bahkan sampai berlarut-larut lamanya... Tidakkah kamu tahu, disaat Allah mengambil sesuatu yang berharga di hidupmu, itu karena Allah ingin mengantikannya dengan yg lebih baik lagi dari yang kamu miliki sekarang..?! Karena Allah berFirman, "Apa yang terbaik bagimu, bukanlah yang terbaik bagi Allah diSurga.." Jadi terimalah apapun yang kamu terima, maka berkatmu akan diberikan berlipat kali ganda...

Don't make me worry..

Don’t you know that I really care about you?
Hearing that you are sick really makes me worry,even you don’t care what i feel here
Please don’t make me worry, just be healthy and do your daily activities
Knowing that you are OK, can calm my heart because I know that you are fine
Why don’t you ask me for help, is it because you are too independent to ask for help?
I don’t mind as long as I can know that you feel better
Maybe another person can help you, I don’t mind, as long as it for your health
Don’t make me worry D

If You Only Knew...

sepertinya lebih aman untuk mengungkapkannya di Blog aja deh
ow boy..if you only knew that the person i've been talking about this time is you...
i have a past with another man, but i always hoping that i can have a future with you
but you are too far to get, not because the distance, but because the string that u already attached with...you belong to someone else...how can i defeat it?
ow boy..if you only knew, i named you my sunshine since the first time we talk,i gave you that name so i can be freely express my feeling about you everytime i remember you..
I dont care if one day i read this blog and you are not mine, i won't be sad, because i know from the beginning that i have a very small chance to have you in my life..
ow boy..if you only knew...i always pray for the best of you, for your life and your happiness...
Whew..semoga tulisan gue ini aman yah...hehehehehe
uda mulai ga aman nulis di twitter or even facebook, tapi gue tipe orang yg selalu ingin mengekspresikan perasaan gue...jadi lewat mana lagi kalau bukan lewat my lovely Blog...
Dear Sunshine...if you only knew...

I Order NKOTBSB album

I just modify the approval that I already buy a pre-order NKOTBSB album
wah...senengnya bisa pesen albumnya..masi 2 bulan lagi seh,tapi kok rasanya seneng aja gitu
Emang sih harganya ga murah tapi masi bisa pake CC seh (hehehehe)
well,cant wait for having that album on May 2011

My Precious and My Sunshine

I have two man that able to stuck in my heart and my mind
One is my precious, this person always have special place in my heart, no matter what, no matter kind of friendship we have, he is the best person i ever met. i love him yesterday, i love him today, and i love him tomorrow. I want to give everything for his happiness, even for seeing him get his happiness with another woman,i will be happy for him. Until the time's come,i will try to take care for him, even from a far,care for him as a best friend he can rely on...DAG you are my precious
Second is my sunshine, the new person that came into my life, the person that made me trust with love at first sight,hahahaha nope, its not love, its just attracted. i call him my sunshine, because every second that i have while we are on chat room, i feel so warm and peace. I always hope and pray that he can truly become my sunshine, the person that can make me a better person. I dont know what he feel about me,and still the same, i dont care what the future said about me and him. I believe GOD will give me the best answer, all i can do just pray and ask for him
Two important person for my heart, Jesus I pray to you, I pray that You could answer my pray about this important man in my heart...Let this be Your will, not mine...amen...

Me missing you...is it OK?

In this night,I really want to express what I feel
Me missing you here,thats what I'm feeling for you
You and I in a distance, without any chance to meet you
How can I mend this feeling? tell me how,tell me how
I try so hard not to care if you not contact me, but deep in my heart I always want you to contact me, honestly
But I keep silent and pretend that I dont care...huaaahhhh I lie to myself...
Me missing you...I know you are not,but its OK
As long as I have you in my mind...I still survive then..

Can I call you..My Sunshine???

Everyday in my pray, I always hope that I can have a man that can make me to be a better person. A man who can be the leader, a man who can show me the love of our God. I think I can see it through you.
Everytime we talk, I feel the peace and fun at the same place. Everytime we talk, even not face to face, I feel blessed and bright. Are you the one that I always hope? Can you make me a better person?
I try hard and hard to figure out the feeling that I have for you, but in the same way, I don’t care what the future will be for us. I love the situation, I love the way you talk,I love the way we talk, no matter what will happens next.
Everyday I always waiting for the sun to shine, the sun that can shining my day, my activities and everything surround me. That is what I feel about you, everytime I feel the shine that you left for me,even for once second, it can brighten my day. Thank you my sunshine, thank you for letting me to know you,no matter what happens next..come what may

hahahahahaha

cuma numpang lewat...
posting gue en beberapa tulisan kok jadi mellow ga jelas begini yah?????
hahahahaha...jatuh cinta jadi tulisan,sakit hati jadi tulisan...apa gue harus merasakan semua itu baru muncul ide yah?
hahahahahahaha

I'm Strong Enough

my buddy used to say "hati-hati cong, jangan pake perasaan"
but now, i'm in this crappy situation, struggle for my ego for him
I'm wrong, I know, for having this feeling for a new man that i just recently know
first time i saw him, i felt impress with how he's talk and the attitude that i saw
next step i try to get to know him, suddenly we had a conversation day by day...
I really enjoy it, even I knew that he already have a girlfriend, but I dont know why I just can't let him get out of my mind
as usual, i just keep it on my mind without any effort to tell him because i'd rather feeling hurt for now than i hear it from him
I try not to contact him first and hopefully he will do the same
it hurts,i know, but like the title of my blog, I'm strong enough for having another hurt feeling
He's such a good man, I know i can be a better person if I can be with him, but its not the path that HE gave to me, i know that
Let this feeling go away, let my feeling about him can be swept away by time..
I'm strong..always and always...

I CAN'T GO ON

I can't go on with this feeling
How can I have this feeling with someone who will never be mine?
I try and try to pressed it but failed
I try to follow the game, but it hurts me
I try to be possitive, but no clue come out on my mind
I dont know who I can trust? Because it's you that I can't trust
I can't go on with this feeling
Tell me how to reduce and kill it?
I won't blame you for making me like this
Because it's all my fault, the guilty feeling for care about you
We are in the wrong situation and wrong moment
But I won't regret the day that I first met you
It was a blessing day for me
But still...
I can't go on with this feeling

What makes you different?

Kamu memang tidak sempurna
Kamu bukan yang terbaik
Kamu diluar perkiraanku
Tapi mengapa kamu berbeda?

Aku tahu siapa dirimu
Aku tahu bagaimana hatimu
Aku tahu siapa yang kau cari
Tapi mengapa kamu tidak bisa hilang?

Apa kabar hatiku?
Sampai kapan kau menggangguku?
Apa yang membuatmu berbeda?
Membuatku tetap berpaling?
Meski ada yang lain disana?

Hanya kamu yang tahu jawabannya
Hanya kamu yang bisa meredakannya
Hanya kamu yang bisa meluruskan pandanganku
Hanya kamu yang mampu menghentikanku



Dear my heart
please go away from this feeling...
an old and old feeling about him...