apakah cinta sejati itu?

Pada suatu hri Aristoteles bertanya pd Gurunya :

"Apakah Cinta Sejati itu?"

Guru:
Berjalanlah lurus di Taman Bunga yg Luas,
Petiklah 1 Bunga yg Terindah menurutmu,
Dan jangan pernh berbalik ke belakang !

Kemudian Aristoteles melaksanakannya dan
kembali dgn Tangan Hampa..

Guru:
mana Bunganya?

Aristotles menjawab:
Aku tdk bsa mendapatkannya,
sbnarnya aku telah menemukannya,
tp aku berfikir,
d depan ada yg LEBIH Bagus lagi..

ketika aku tlah sampai di Ujung Taman,
Aku baru sadar bahwa yg aku tÉmui Pertama tadi adalah yg Terbaik,
tp aku tdk bs kembali lg ke belakang...

Guru:
seperti itulah Cinta Sejati,
semkin kau mencari yg Terbaik,
maka Kau tak akan pernah menemukannya.. :)

Jngn pernh Sia2kn Cinta yg pernah Tumbuh d Hatimu..
Karena waktu Tak Akan pernah Berputar dan kembali.. <3
Jangan sia siakan waktumu ,jika kamu benar2 mencintai seseorang
L<3ve will find u, if u try....

karena kamu,kata kata ini terurai

Kamu bukanlah yang pertama
Tapi sinar kehadiranmu berbeda

Hanya sosok dari kejauhan
Membuat awan tidak berani menutup langit

Detak langkahmu dari kejauhan
Membuat berhenti desir angin di sekelilingku

Sebaris senyum yang kau tebar
Seketika rintik hujan berganti cerah

Karenamu
Kuuntaikan sejuta pujian
Meski kau bukan untukku

Terima kasih
Karena kau telah cerahkan kembali
Hidupku....

I do trust..I do love you..

I don't trust in love at first sight
And still now

When I saw you for the first time
My heart trembling
My mind can't think rationally
Is this love at first sight ?

I don't trust in love at first talk
And still now

The first time you introduced yourself
My hands shakin'
My heart bumped out
Is this love at first talk?

I don't trust in love at first sight
I don't trust in love at first talk
What I do trust is that I love you
And still now

GOD has a plan

I can't remember when was the first time I saw you at church, what I remember was that I already had those feeling since then. Your figure from a far is quite charming for me,physically of course. I don't know you but I want to. I had declare myself that one day I will get to know you, as a friend, so maybe I can know you more and more.

But God has a plan for me,because of my friend at church reached you to join on Sunday Service for duty, its the first I know your name, its SP

First step, know your name, OK, check

Next you started to be active in our youth church activities, and next thing I know that you would like to join with our choir, which I conducted.

Second step, you join in a choir that I lead,OK, check

Then, I know more about you, your profession as marine, your age (younger than me), your birthday (22nd sept), and more

Third step,getting know more about you, need progression, check

So, what's next step? Or I will be suprised?

Only God who have the plan, I don't want to take a risk of being hurt again. If the progression turn into just friend, I'll accept it.

If the progression turn into more than that, thanks God.

God has a plan, a beautiful plan for my life, my life that I already put his name on it....

trauma

i always declare...be pro active not aggresive..

but when time is come for me to start attract with a guy, all the optimist words just wipe out..is it some kind of trauma?

i keep thinking i dont have a quality that guy looking for, even i havent try yet, everytime i try to close to someone, all i can remember just rejection.

i know, i should put my trust to my Lord, that He will give the right person for me. but at the time i feel attract with someone,i want to negotiate with Him, "can this person be the one for me, God?"

maybe, its because i still feel hurt with someone before, so i dont have the courage to close with a guy, even try to be pro active, who am I that he will feel the same with me?

i dont know for how long, or should i let him go?
dont know the answer, and what i can do know is just having so many friends and hiding my true feeling,it hurts more, but i'll choose it, rather i'm losing another friend again...

for someone out there, i do like you, since the first time i saw you, so i dont want to lose you, if God wants us just to be friend, thats what i'm going to do....
God, i surrender all to You....

Rencana Tuhan pasti Indah....

Ketika aku msh kecil, waktu itu ibuku sdg menyulam sehelai kain. Aku yg sedang bermain di lantai, melihat ke atas dan bertanya, apa yg ia lakukan. Ia menerangkan bahwa ia sdg menyulam sesuatu di atas sehelai kain. Tetapi aku memberitahu kepadanya, bhw yg kulihat dari bawah adalah benang ruwet.

Ibu dengan tersenyum memandangiku dan berkata dengan lembut: "Anakku, lanjutkanlah permainanmu, sementara ibu menyelesaikan sulaman ini; nanti setelah selesai, kamu akan kupanggil dan kududukkan di atas pangkuan ibu dan kamu dapat melihat sulaman ini dari atas."

Aku heran, mengapa ibu menggunakan benang hitam dan putih, begitu semrawut menurut pandanganku. Beberapa saat kemudian, aku mendengar suara ibu memanggil; "anakku, mari kesini, dan duduklah di pangkuan ibu. "

Waktu aku lakukan itu, aku heran dan kagum melihat bunga2 yg indah, dengan latar belakang pemandangan matahari yg sdg terbit, sungguh indah sekali. Aku hampir tidak percaya melihatnya, karena dari bawah yg aku lihat hanyalah benang-benang yg ruwet.

Kemudian ibu berkata:"Anakku, dari bawah memang nampak ruwet dan kacau, tetapi engkau tidak menyadari bahwa di atas kain ini sudah ada gambar yg direncanakan, sebuah pola,ibu hanya mengikutinya.

Sekarang, dengan melihatnya dari atas kamu dapat melihat keindahan dari apa yg ibu lakukan.

Sering selama bertahun-tahun, aku melihat ke atas dan bertanya kepada Tuhan;
"Tuhan, apa yg Engkau lakukan? "
Ia menjawab:
" Aku sdg menyulam kehidupanmu."
Dan aku membantah," Tetapi nampaknya hidup ini ruwet, benang-benangnya banyak yg hitam, mengapa tidak semuanya memakai warna yg cerah?"

Kemudian Tuhan menjawab," HambaKU, kamu teruskan pekerjaanmu, dan AKU juga menyelesaikan pekerjaanKU di bumi ini. Satu saat nanti kamu akan menyadari betapa AKU sudah mempersiapkan kehidupan yg terbaik buatmu, dan kamu akan melihat rencanaKu yg indah dr sisiKU...

Selamat "menyulam", Tuhan memberkati

Indonesia can rules the world if....

I got this story from my friend...

Suatu pagi, kami menjemput seseorg klien di bandara. Org itu sdh tua, kisaran 60 thn. Si Bpk adl pengusaha asal Singapura, dgn logat bicara gaya melayu & english, beliau menceritakan pengalaman2 hidupnya kpd kami yg msh muda.

Beliau berkata, "Ur country is so rich!"
Ah biasa banget denger kata2 itu. Tapi tunggu dulu... "Indonesia doesn't need the world, but the world needs Indonesia," lanjutnya. "Everything can be found here in Indonesia, U don't need the world."
"Mudah saja, Indonesia paru2 dunia. Tebang saja hutan di kalimantan, dunia pasti kiamat. Dunia yg butuh Indonesia! Singapura is nothing, we can't be rich without Indonesia.. 500.000 org Indonesia berlibur ke Singapura tiap bulan.. Bisa terbayang uang yg masuk ke kami, apartemen2 terbaru kami yg beli org2 Indonesia, ga peduli harga selangit, laku keras. Lihatlah RS kami, org Indonesia semua yg berobat. Trus, kalian tau bgmna kalapnya pemerintah kami ketika asap hutan Indonesia masuk? Ya, bener2 panik. Sangat terasa, we are nothing. Kalian tau kan kalo Agustus kmrn dunia krisis beras. Termasuk di Singapura dan Malaysia? Kalian di Indonesia dgn mudah dpt beras.. Liatlah negara kalian, air bersih di mana2, liatlah negara kami, air bersih pun kami beli dari Malaysia. Saya ke Kalimantan pun dlm rangka bisnis, krn pasirnya mengandung permata. Terliat glitter kalo ada matahari bersinar. Penambang jual cuma Rp 3.000/kg ke pabrik china, si pabrik jual kembali seharga Rp 30.000/kg. Saya liat ini sbg peluang..

Kalian sadar tidak kalo negara2 lain selalu takut meng-embargo Indonesia?! Ya, karena negara kalian memiliki segalanya. Mereka takut kalau kalian menjadi mandiri, makanya tidak di embargo.

Harusnya KALIANLAH YG MENG-EMBARGO DIRI KALIAN SENDIRI. Belilah pangan dari petani2 indonesia sendiri, belilah tekstil garmen dari pabrik2 indonesia sendiri.. Tak perlu impor klo bisa pakai produk sendiri. Jika kalian bisa mandiri, bisa MENG-EMBARGO DIRI SENDIRI, INDONESIA WILL RULES THE WORLD!!!"

Blackberry kena air??

BlackBerry Kena Air?

Yang Harus Dilakukan Saat Blackberry Tercebur ke Air

BlackBerry kesayangan Anda tentu saja harus dirawat sebaik mungkin, apalagi mengingat harganya yang tidak murah. Namun sepandai-pandainya kelinci melompat, pasti akan jatuh juga.

Yang namanya manusia pasti juga ada saat-saat dimana kelalaian dalam menjaga benda kesayangan.
Contohnya saja bila BlackBerry Anda tercebur ke dalam air, apa yang harus Anda lakukan?

Ini sering terjadi dalam kehidupan sehari-hari: Blackberry, ponsel, atau gadget elektronik dari saku baju Anda tercebur ke toilet atau ke genangan air, ketika Anda sedang membungkuk. Lalu apa yang harus dilakukan untuk menyelamatkan gadget kesayangan Anda itu?

Ternyata ada tip yang jitu untuk meluruskan semuanya.

Bila kejadian itu menimpa Anda, lekas matikan BlackBerry, ponsel, atau gadget Anda itu, dengan melepas baterai dari slotnya. Ini dimaksudkan untuk menghindari korsleting atau hubungan arus pendek pada rangkaian ?elektronik gadget itu.

Kemudian, keringkan BlackBerry Anda yang basah dengan kain hingga kering.

Lalu letakkan BlackBerry itu di atas tumpukan beras. Sebab, beras memiliki afinitas kimiawi (gaya tarik) terhadap air.

Artinya, molekul-molekul pada beras memiliki semacam gaya magnet pada molekul-molekul air, sehingga sisa-sisa air pada ponsel akan meresap ke dalam beras.

Sistem ini mungkin hampir sama dengan sistem yang dimiliki oleh bungkusan silica gel yang berfungsi untuk menjaga kelembaban suatu barang elektronika, atau barang lainnya.

Namun, mengenyahkan air dengan menggunakan beras juga bukan pertama kalinya diperkenalkan.

Sebelumnya, beberapa orang telah menggunakan beras untuk menjaga botol garam agar ia tetap kering.

Semoga bermanfaat

Get outta my head...

"dear boy inside my head...do you mind if you get outta my head? for good? coz it kills me..." is it a simple way to forget someone that already stuck into your head?or is it another pattern of your denial mode? one of my friend said that "the harder you try, the more more he sticks in your head" is it? now, let us explore the best way to handle this situationhhmmm...there is no best way, i thinkprobably i agree with my friend, but what if the feeling of losing and the feeling of missing ruin into your head? let it flow...ups..thats what that boy said, which is i had rejected to let it flowbut for real, time really have an important role to heal every hurtfeeling...if you insist to use your ego to your heart, it will failbut, how about you let the time release the pain? there will be chance for your heart to relief oke, one problem has solve, how about your relationship with someone that hurt you?take your time and take the distance with him...take a moment for yourself and surely the pain will regain...even its slow... how about you?

First kiss is unforgotten

Is it?
Is it first kiss won't be forgetable?
Is it bcoz the feeling,the taste,or just your mind who force u too keep it?
You won't give ur kiss to someone that u don't love,rite? So,the feeling can take responsible for it,but is it the most reason?
First kiss is something that u never get before,once you get it,the taste was uncomparable,rite? So,the taste also can take responsible for it, but is it the most reason?
Feeling and taste were controlled by your brain,not only your heart....
The feeling of anger can be decrease if your heart and mind could cooperate,so brain have an important role for something that u feel and taste...
How about first kiss...??
If your heart take the control for it,once you are hurt by the first kiss,it will makes you down without caring the reality
But if your heart cooperate with your mind....it will give you awareness that the reality of hurt feeling by the first kiss can't change the beauty of the world that you live
For me,first kiss won't be forgotten if you stuck with your heart and you shut the reality,then once you are hurt,it will desperate you
So,if you doesn't want to be desperate by the first kiss,let your heart cooperate with your mind,even if u are hurt by it, you still survive and struggle to enjoy the beauty of love with other....

My version : 10 things I hate about you

1. I hate the way you look at me while we were talking
2. I hate the laugh that we shared when I make jokes
3. I hate the way you discover my personality
4. I hate that you are the first guy that I cried on your shoulder
5. I hate your attention when I was in sorrow
6. I hate that I could tell you my secrets
7. I hate that you are the first person I looked for when I need a friend
8. I hate that you gave me an unforgetable birthday present
9. I hate that you said you care about me
And
10. I hate that I still can't stop thinking about you...
Damn you,boy....

Heartbreak cause Hurtfeeling then Stay away from him

Awalnya gue tidak ingin menumbuhkan perasaan suka gue terhadap dia, karena gue sadar begitu banyak rintangan...
Tapi perasaan itu menetap dan gue pikir bagaimana kalao gue lanjutin aja...tidak peduli dengan rintangan...dengan harapan bisa merubah realita...ternyata realita yang sesungguhnya diluar perkiraan...
hari itu...sehari sebelum Paskah...kami sepakat untuk membicarakan kelanjutan hubungan kami...baru aku sadar kalau selama ini dia cemburu dengan orang lain yang pernah dekat dengan gue, tapi gue udah menjamin perasaan gue terhadap dia masih sama dan belum tergantikan oleh orang lain...dia menanyakan tentang perasaan gue yang sebenarnya thd hubungan kami....tapi bagaimana dengan perasaan dia terhadap hubungan kami????
di malam itulah dia memutuskan untuk tidak meneruskan hubungan kami, setelah gue paksa untuk menetapkan kejelasan hubungan kami.
gue sangka dia akan fight bersama gue menghadapi rintngan, tetapi ternyata dia mengatakan untuk TIDAK meneruskan hubungan kami....
seketika itu gue seperti nggak injak bumi, langkah gue menuju gereja seperti melayang layang, padahal gue harus latihan dan harus menyanyi pada waktu subuh...
hingga semalaman gue seperti merasa tidak berada di dunia (inikah rasanya patah hati yang sebenarnya??)
Gue nggak bisa menahan perasaan gue dan akhirny semalaman gue hanya bisa menangis, merasa bodoh dengan diri sendiri dan merasa kecewa dengan pilihannya....kenapa dan kenapa??? hal itu yang saat itu terngiang ngiang....
hingga esok subuh saat menyanyi pun, gue harus menutupi wajah gue yang sembab dengan make up yang tebal...tetapi tetap tidak mampu menyembunyikan kesedihan gue....
hari itu...saat paskah itu...gue memutuskan untuk menjauh darinya....kuputuskan untuk tidak berbicara bahkan berteman dengan dia (seperti yg pernah kulakukan dgn cowo yg gue cinta dulu)....gue katakan ama dia untuk tidak berteman dengan gue sampai gue recover....gue delete dy dari friend facebook dan twitter....
hubungan gue dan dia hanya sebatas profesional saja.....
entah sampai kapan...semoga gue bisa sembuh kembali dari serpihan serpihan yang telah dia hancurkan......

BACKSTREET BOYS JAKARTA FLASHMOB

Aaarrrggghh… That was the first reaction when we were about to meet with all BSB fans in Jakarta, Indonesia!! The meeting was to talk about BSB worldwide project called “Flashmob” to celebrate their 17th birthday on April 2010!! Awesome, right?!! Of course we will participate in Flashmob!! You know what does it mean?? Dance!!!! Yep, you read it right! We will make a dance video in public doing “Straight Through My Heart” choreography. Exactly the same choreography as the boys did in their video.

Wait...That wasn't enough to describe how damn exciting we were. Why? Well yeah, because not only us to participate celebrating OUR LOVELY TIGERS. But THOSE FANS' expression faces!! OMG!! Most of us are the “old face” of BSB FANS!! By the “Old Face” means we have been a fan since their first album. See, how loyal we are in warming their music journey, even though now without KEVIN...Hiks3x...But, it's OK cuz this isn't time to let the tears roll down, but to scream "WE DO LOVE U, GUYS!! And one heart just for our beloved KEVIN (never missed!! )

The first meeting was held on 26 Feb, 2 days before BSB concert in Singapore. Some of us were going, but unfortunately some had to miss it. At this meeting, we shared some duties to make this project works. Some of us responsible to look for a shooting location, preparing the banners, accommodation, until renting a professional cameraman, etc. And we did it all with LOVE!!

The second meeting was attended with more BSB fans than before. It was pretty darn exciting seeing some are still in high school beside the “old faces” that mentioned earlier. The most grownups are the same as AJ and while the rest are under NICK CARTER's age. But anyway, it doesn't matter. The most important thing is that we all have one big love for Backstreet and willing to do a dance clip even though we are not a pro. No wonder we got a dance shock! How could it not, just imagine!!

At first, we were hopeless. But for the sake of our strong n deep love for BSB, we won’t give up. Even though we had to face so many obstacles especially with those crazy dancing moves. But, what else can we do? Doesn't life must go on?
Luckily, 3 of us were a quick learner. They taught the rest how to move one by one from the very first verse until the last chorus. Even there were some disputes and debates about what to do and how to move our ass, slowly but sure, we’ve finally got our dance moves right. Thanks to those You tube videos that played over and over again on our laptop's screen for guidance. FYI, we also have our dance moves recorded on every practice so then we could see our mistakes and learn from it.

To be honest, those dance moves were exhausting. And we were so damn tired. In addition, the capacity of our friend’s house that we used for practice made us impossible to move freely. So that’s why we decided to rent a professional studio for the next ones. Yup, this gotta be serious n no more fooling around. Love makes U do anything!! Hehehe

We agreed to have a rehearsal every Sunday. Why?? The answer was logic, coz we live far from each other and some of us have to work beside study in college or high school. Every week, there were always have new moves to learn. And every week, there were always have a funny story to tell. From one of us got her ankle sprained, until got our studio high jacked by one of local popular bands.

We were already booked a studio for our third practice from a week before, until we found out the studio manager mixed us with this local popular band that also had a practice at the same time in the same studio with us. So, as the result we couldn’t use that studio!! Oooooohhh!!! How could we not furious??!!! AAARRGGGHHH!! Be patient…That was what we need. And yes, even though we were mad, patience must come first. The studio manager apologized that the place had mistakenly taken. But after 2 hours arguing, they finally gave us another studio as a solution. A smaller and see through studio without a mirror (a must item for practicing dancing or theater!). We had to asked them to cover with curtains so then people can’t see. OMG!! Another solution they offered, a free big studio for 2 hours rent next week! Yipppiieee!!! NOW THAT’S JUST FAIR!!

Also on the 3rd practice, we discussed about T-shirt that we're gonna wear. Some of the design examples were given and we chose a white T-shirt written "BSB - STRAIGHT TO MY HEART" complete with the red bloody heart shape symbol melts whoever see it. In addition a black T-shirt for our leaders, written "FLASHMOB WORLDWIDE BSB" complete with 4 dancing people on the front and “STAFF” written on the back. Awesome!! At the end of the practice, we did a photograph session as we're getting closer as one big happy Backstreet family!!! Ooooo

On the 4th practice, we look soooooo cool!! The uniform shirt has done, and we practiced wearing it!!! Awesome!!! Even our dances moves got better n better n we were glad. After the practice, some of us went to Monas. Monas is Jakarta’s landmark. We decided to use that place for shooting because it represents our beloved city. There was one funny story when we were about to head home!! Because the gate was too far, we decided to barge out through a gap of broken fence. And one of us got stuck in the middle of it!!! Lol she got her shirt ripped off and scolded by an old man. Hahahaha.. It’s was soooo funny for anyone who see it. Oops!!!

Right on 17 April 2010, we gathered in Monas at 7 am to shoot the FLASHMOB BSB - STRAIGHT TO MY HEART. Even though there were thousands of strangers watching from far under the big tree (bcoz of the extremely hot weather in Jakarta!!), we didn't feel ashamed at all. We were soooo confident!! With each costumes style, we were still cohesive wearing white or black T-shirt, blue jeans, n some wore veils. Well, we looked beautifully eccentric!! And all that wouldn't be complete if we didn't follow each beats of STRAIGHT TO MY HEART.

Ain’t care with the extremely hot weather burned our skin, the music beats flew inside our souls. With an extraordinary smile n euphoria, our body moved right here n right there. Totally awesome!!! We completed our last session for the video with straightened a banner written “JAKARTA LOVES BSB” complete with a heart picture in it, and screamed "WE LOVE YOU!!" in front of the camera. And that’s a wrap, people!!!!! We tossed the sky and feel proud we did something amazing for our Backstreet Boys’ 17th anniversary.

So, that’s the story of our Backstreet Boys Flashmob from day 1 until the big day. From scratch until final moment. For us, this project is not only a dance project. We found each other through the whole journey and we became one big happy Backstreet family. And that’s the most important.
Until the next project!!!
With all of our heart,

Nieca – Anggun – Divin – Desy – Nieta
Phyta – Tiu – Ani – Nunie – Lika
Fia – Dita – Lisa – Noe – Angel

BACKSTREET BOYS FANS IN JAKARTA – INDONESIA

When a girl loves someone...

‎​When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it. When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once, make sure u spend it with the right person....
Find a Guy...
who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy
who ...kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.  
Who holds your hand in front of his friends. 
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. 
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

can someone come into my heart again?

ketika kita mencoba untuk membuka hati kepada orang lain, ada satu kekhawatiran yang muncul
is he the one?
or i will get hurt again?
ketika hatiku terbuka utk sahabat yg 3 tahun lebih muda, yang terjadi adalah...its hurt my heart again...not because of me, not because of him...because of the situation...
dulu hati gue terluka karena cinta gue tidak berbalas, tapi kini gue sakit karena gue nggak bisa bersama dengan orang yang gue cinta karena hambatan orangtua yang ga bisa gue tolak....
aku jadi bertanya-tanya...apakah mungkin hati ini bisa terbuka untuk orang yang baru dalam hati ku?
saat ini aku tidak mau mengambil kesimpulan thd seseorang yang sedang dekat denganku, karena kekhawatiran yang aku rasakan....
seribu keraguan terus aku rasakan....maaf.....

Persahabatan itu jadi hambar

memang terbukti apa yang aku ungkapkan,jangan mencampurkan persahabatan dengan cinta...seperti inilah akhirnya..meskipun aku mengakhirnya tetapi yang aku rasa malah keanehan dalam persahabatan kami...
Hubungan yang terlalu dekat itu harus aku akhiri karena tdk mendapat persetujuan mama..
Sedih memang dan sampai skrg aku merindukan dia,tetapi yg terjadi sekarang adalah kekakuan dlm pertemanan kami...
Memang tidak seharusnya aku membanding bandingkan orang, tetapi bagiku, Daniel AG ttp yg terbaik yg pernah kucinta
Meskipun dia tau perasaanku,tapi sikapnya lah yang aku kagumi
Tidak seperti sekarang, aku merasa dia berubah menjadi org lain...
Sedih,kecewa,dan bersyukur...hehehehe..mungkin dengan begitu aku bisa mulai melupakan Alex

No Love in Friendship

Love suck
Love in friendship is more...
Gue bukannya sedih..masa masa itu uda lewat..airmata gue cuma buat satu orang yg uda lama banget...kalo yg sekarang gue malah kesel,sebel,bodoh
Kenapa gue harus menyukai sahabat gue sendiri...dan akhirnya mengetahui bahwa dia ga akan memiliki perasaan yg sama dengan gue...duh!
Attract with someone is beautiful..i admit it..but when he doesn't have the same feeling..it suck!
Apalagi dia sohib gue,uda kayak adek buat gue,emang salah gue seh...kenapa gue terpesona dgn perhatian dia..kesediaan dia utk mendengarkan curhatan gue dan begitu sebaliknya...that's suck man!
Gue belom dewasa..belom bisa mengendalikan perasaan gue..dan gue mau itu berubah..
Emang bener dari awal...seharusnya gue tidak menceritakan permasalahan gue ke orang lain..biar gue simpen sendiri..gue ga mau kelemahan gue termanfaatkan oleh keadaan yang membuat gue terpesona dengan kebaikan seorg lelaki...eventhough he is my friend...

Perasaan seorg sahabat yg bkembang menjadi ketertarikan

Pertemanan berlanjut menjadi rasa suka? Bukan hal yang baru terjadi...
Ketika pertemanan antara pria dan wanita yg telah tjalin,kecocokan dan tentu saja kebersamaan dapat menumbuhkan ketertarikan yg lebih dari teman
Hal itu yg sedang aku alami...utk yg kesekian kalinya. Meskipun lebih sering mendapat kekecewaan,tetapi perasaan itu tetap tjaga...
Berawal sejak dia menunjukkan perhatian padaku,entah mengapa aku akhirnya memiliki perasaan itu...
Dia lebih muda 3 tahun,bukan hal yg penting memang...tetapi yg kutakutkan adalah...
Kekecewaan...
Ya..aq tidak mau mengalami kekecewaan lagi...karena dgn dia pun aku tahu dia hanya menganggapku sahabat...aku terima itu
Jadi,bagiku..persahabatan tdk bisa berkembang menjadi cinta,karena cinta lebih membutuhkan rasa ketertarikan di dua pihak (ini tdk terjadi di kasusku,hehehe)
Tapi,hal itu bisa terjadi pada orang lain...
So...we still can fight for love...

New Wedding Organizer....

setelah sempet vakum karena ada perbedaan prinsip antar anggota....
akhirnya wedding organizer gue muncul lagi dengan nama baru....

lucu juga sih,....diminta kumpulin nama buat didiskusiin...eh tau taunya yang kepilih nama yang baru kecetus saat itu juga...hehehe...untung gue ga pake semedi buat nyari nama...toh malah ketemu pas lagi ngumpul...

our new wedding organizer name is........MOCHI Wedding Organizer........

sekarang lagi mulai bikin homepage,logo, sampe kartu nama...yah buat promosi lagi....

wishes us luck...

Harus Kutahan...

makin kesini..makin terlihat...dia emang ngak ada maksud lebih..sama seperti cowok cowok lain...yg mencari wanita karena fisik...cantik,seksi,and so on and so on...sedangkan cewek kayak gue mana mungkin dianggap lebih daripada teman...
makanya...menghindari pengalaman terdahulu...harus gue tahan perasaan gue...supaya apa yang gue rasain tidak bertambah mendalam...
harus gue tahan...