apakah cinta sejati itu?

Pada suatu hri Aristoteles bertanya pd Gurunya :

"Apakah Cinta Sejati itu?"

Guru:
Berjalanlah lurus di Taman Bunga yg Luas,
Petiklah 1 Bunga yg Terindah menurutmu,
Dan jangan pernh berbalik ke belakang !

Kemudian Aristoteles melaksanakannya dan
kembali dgn Tangan Hampa..

Guru:
mana Bunganya?

Aristotles menjawab:
Aku tdk bsa mendapatkannya,
sbnarnya aku telah menemukannya,
tp aku berfikir,
d depan ada yg LEBIH Bagus lagi..

ketika aku tlah sampai di Ujung Taman,
Aku baru sadar bahwa yg aku tÉmui Pertama tadi adalah yg Terbaik,
tp aku tdk bs kembali lg ke belakang...

Guru:
seperti itulah Cinta Sejati,
semkin kau mencari yg Terbaik,
maka Kau tak akan pernah menemukannya.. :)

Jngn pernh Sia2kn Cinta yg pernah Tumbuh d Hatimu..
Karena waktu Tak Akan pernah Berputar dan kembali.. <3
Jangan sia siakan waktumu ,jika kamu benar2 mencintai seseorang
L<3ve will find u, if u try....

karena kamu,kata kata ini terurai

Kamu bukanlah yang pertama
Tapi sinar kehadiranmu berbeda

Hanya sosok dari kejauhan
Membuat awan tidak berani menutup langit

Detak langkahmu dari kejauhan
Membuat berhenti desir angin di sekelilingku

Sebaris senyum yang kau tebar
Seketika rintik hujan berganti cerah

Karenamu
Kuuntaikan sejuta pujian
Meski kau bukan untukku

Terima kasih
Karena kau telah cerahkan kembali
Hidupku....

I do trust..I do love you..

I don't trust in love at first sight
And still now

When I saw you for the first time
My heart trembling
My mind can't think rationally
Is this love at first sight ?

I don't trust in love at first talk
And still now

The first time you introduced yourself
My hands shakin'
My heart bumped out
Is this love at first talk?

I don't trust in love at first sight
I don't trust in love at first talk
What I do trust is that I love you
And still now

GOD has a plan

I can't remember when was the first time I saw you at church, what I remember was that I already had those feeling since then. Your figure from a far is quite charming for me,physically of course. I don't know you but I want to. I had declare myself that one day I will get to know you, as a friend, so maybe I can know you more and more.

But God has a plan for me,because of my friend at church reached you to join on Sunday Service for duty, its the first I know your name, its SP

First step, know your name, OK, check

Next you started to be active in our youth church activities, and next thing I know that you would like to join with our choir, which I conducted.

Second step, you join in a choir that I lead,OK, check

Then, I know more about you, your profession as marine, your age (younger than me), your birthday (22nd sept), and more

Third step,getting know more about you, need progression, check

So, what's next step? Or I will be suprised?

Only God who have the plan, I don't want to take a risk of being hurt again. If the progression turn into just friend, I'll accept it.

If the progression turn into more than that, thanks God.

God has a plan, a beautiful plan for my life, my life that I already put his name on it....

trauma

i always declare...be pro active not aggresive..

but when time is come for me to start attract with a guy, all the optimist words just wipe out..is it some kind of trauma?

i keep thinking i dont have a quality that guy looking for, even i havent try yet, everytime i try to close to someone, all i can remember just rejection.

i know, i should put my trust to my Lord, that He will give the right person for me. but at the time i feel attract with someone,i want to negotiate with Him, "can this person be the one for me, God?"

maybe, its because i still feel hurt with someone before, so i dont have the courage to close with a guy, even try to be pro active, who am I that he will feel the same with me?

i dont know for how long, or should i let him go?
dont know the answer, and what i can do know is just having so many friends and hiding my true feeling,it hurts more, but i'll choose it, rather i'm losing another friend again...

for someone out there, i do like you, since the first time i saw you, so i dont want to lose you, if God wants us just to be friend, thats what i'm going to do....
God, i surrender all to You....